cradle

If it were love I was looking for,
I would have found it.
If I were to try and remember death,
I'd forget.
One thing is for certain,
and it's got a hand on my foot,
Your not going anywhere without anybody.
Still I'm surrounded by time growing slowly.

Simple synphony

I am the black elephant.
I have come for you and your children.
summer has flowers with broken dreams.
I am sage.
The color remains.
While heaven blows the wind up, up and futher up.
Witness the battle between times past and future.
I will.
But still I desire present.
shadows fall to the dawn,
and submit thier dark shade,
to be spent another night.
I care for you.....dearly.

kickin the kack

bounce eternity bounce.
I see your wavy hair and I am jelous,
for mine is gone and our soup has turned cold.
Blemished Eyes,
Soiled Brow,
and a small feeling of regret,
to comfort your abyss.
I miss you infinite.

The reason I forgot was lost on me

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what was that tree of a trunk that I drunk and ate when I was 17 I forget again.
That's where I was. I was there. I was. I...........am
me that's who
pass it on. pass out. pass the gravy.
clean the closet when watches wait patiently, esspecially during snowfall
en over the yellow brick road. Click Click Click Home there is no place so be thankful where you are.
dutch

The Knife

Check it! The Knife kicks assssssss!!!!!!!!

Once beyond reason, desperation takes over

I am lost
I am thinking that the edge of my power as a human has been reached.
Logic you've been fun while you lasted but you got me nowhere.
In a desperate state, I desire to exsist.
I am finite
I wish to be more.
I cry out, for "the other".

Cornwall and Brady

massive techno tune. Cheers!

ho ho ho and all the reindeers' men

Pick one petal or two it doesn't bother me......not that you cared anyway, but just know it doesn't bother me
Give me your love, your love.
squelsh the reprocutions and make sure that you can do everything within your power to unleash this gizmo. or do dad.
So I said alright whatever you say, fyi, which what he said mattered very little if you must know, ,which you must know or you would be doing something else. yeah......bblbblllllaaaaahhhhhhhhh bbboboooooyyyyyyyy

custard flavored kisses

hello....yes to you IT says hello.
respond yes?
no.
ok.
does a response matter?
if you didn't respond to IT,
would IT matter?
Maybe so,
IT will go as soon as you stop looking.
IT will stop being once you forget.
IT will wonder these things till IT can't anymore.

dreams always end awake

drifting off ever so slightly deeper and deeper
washed away identity, came out free.
changed things in a way I can't remember.

Best quess out of 100

It will ask you why you walked away.
And you'll say something to spare the truth, and it's feelings.
Thank you sssssooooooo much.
Without you it still breaths, but more labored.
I hope this was not in vain,
but don't we all.
Grusome task this becomes,
untangling what we've become intangled.
Once the hacking starts,
the blood will not stop,
until it's gone, along with memory.

F R O M T H I S A N G L E

words

word
world
wonder
wander
wow
mom
moment
monumental
monstrosity
the sum of all = infinity
the sum of none = infinity
we are all
michael jackson
it's in the mind......if you still have one........I pray you lost it.

Hit it with a hammer

Fade out, you. you mysterious phantom, fade out.
Slither up the mountain to reclaim your kingdom.
your broken people wait, in anticipation.
Film, clear surrounds this moment.
It is present, fully.
Sped out through the jungle to get a message.
After it was received, we all fell off of our precious high tower,
Never to be heard from again..........but i knew from the beginning.

Movement

Tomorrow I will be born,
falling from the sky faster than a speeding bullet.
unaware.
propelled by a force greater than the some of the imaginations.
innocent.
in one direction........down,
tainted.
until in a split second,
confused.
nay less than a split second,
hopeful.
this birth will end.
indifferent.
when down becomes irrelevant,
tomorrow I will be born..............

Tragic Flight

Sept. 4, 1961. Chicago Airport. My plane leaves at 2:20pm. My life ends today........Yes, that's right Herb Albert.......No...but I do get that all the time. My flight will land in Madrid, Spain in aprox. 10 hours. God I miss them already, if they only knew.....it's better this way, better that they don't know. Her voice is getting more distant now not as loud as it used to be. Still, I don't think I'll ever be well again. Don't listen to people that say, "At least I have my health", that's not the half of it. Tomorrow I'll try to forget about Dan Sawyer, his wife, his kids, his mistakes......I love airports, there's something about them, the people different races, cultures, creeds........priests, monks, thieves.........murders, all coming to this place...crazy! Got 20 min till my plane leaves, finish my Jack on the rocks, quick bathroom break, and I'm sitting in coach. Excuse me miss could I get a Jack and Coke.........Thanks. Bottoms up, to the loneliest flight of my life.

Sea weed

Nobody's hurting.
Everyone's to busy, and stoned.
The insect licked it's lips on the last drop of our blood.
Running, running trying to catch up.
Where did it go?
Am I bleeding?
I didn't feel a thing.
Almost there,
and if I was why would I go on?
Dark night is familiar.
It brings no dreams.
It hunts.
Day after day,
it patiently waits.
To swallow it's prey in the abyss of never ending sleep.

Crack in the window

Changed the sheets and wiped down the bathroom. Make sure no ones the wiser. Tell my wife and kids I love them dearly and I'm off. This drive north is long, bearable if it's just yourself taking the trip. Stopped for gas in a small town next to a lake. The smell of the water reminds me when times were simpler, when life was.......I hear her voice again. I tell myself it's the wind, but I know it's her. This coffee taste like shit. I chuckle, it's what a bastard like me deserves, burnt coffee. After taking a pebble out of my shoe, I'm back on the road, windows down, and a pit in my stomach. Wonder if it's the coffee? I doubt it.

self annihilation

uncomfortable arrangement, this world.
stop breathing.
lose your mind.
vomit.
slit your throat.
forget.....what.....you get-for nothing.
slip beyond the seen.
dwell between borders.
the walls speak, as do the closets.
i fear you, adam
i crumble in sadness for you eve.
my family is dead.
i am all there is,
i am dying.