these intricate silences

listen do you here, or there? I swear I heard it with my left eye and swivled round only to discover it was you who lied naked. Wanting me to speak or bark your name to the moon. Four UUUU to feel aLIVE, or at least concious, but what (was it concious)? I ran to the next idea where they told me to remain seated till my flight came to a complete stop listening!!!!!! How many times must we work and strive to die slower than that man over there, the one without a single day that he was proud of. Take threee steps back and one hop, skip and jump till you fall off your rocker, so amazed to stare blindly and somehow see clearer than you heard YOUR name, vapor